My mind spins so fast, so many thoughts processed, so many perspectives lived and thought through, no truths exactly because there are a 1,000 truths and only a few fit for a thought at a moment in time, and no single emotion will do... from the love to the tenderness to the ruthlessness and intimacy too... a man in full I was once called.
The only failure is the loneliness from living in my own world unrelatable to everyone but a few. I wish I had a more simple mind, without so many thoughts and emotions in full. I wish I had simpler cravings. I wish I could not want so much. I wish I could ask less of people and let them be, but not from a distance, but here close to me in person as they are in my life. I wish I was not me... sometimes.
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